wow...

it's been a while since I posted the last posting...
but it doesn't mean that nothing happened during those days..
a lot of thing happen,but I'm too lazy to typed them on my blog...
but today I want to add something new on my blog..
I don't wanna talk bout the things that has passed,so I just start what I'm doing..

ok... 
today I have just finished the korean drama again.. hahahaha...
the title is "marry me,mary!" 
the drama was so good.. I like the story,the actor,the actress,the songs,and so many others...

here is the cover..

still remember Moon Geun Yong??
the girl in "cinderella step sister"..
she is veryyyyy different in this drama.
♥ her...

she's adorable Beautiful!!!
I am amazed by her beauty.. =D

She's beautiful,isn't she???? ♥♥♥♥

Mom,please be healthy...

since my dad has gone,my mom becomes weaker and weaker.
she easily gets sick...
I do everything that I can do.
Remind her to take a rest becz since my dad has gone,she always keep herself busy by working,she'll find something that she can do so she will forget bout my dad.
I know she does that to show that she is a tough woman,but I know inside her heart,she miss my dad...

in another case,I do miss my dad too.
but I don't wanna my mom know that. everyday,I keep on smiling like nothing happens.
this is the first X-mas I spent without my dad.
really,this month is a hard month for me and for my mom.

if God give me a wish..
I'll ask for my mom happiness and health..

It's 9 december 2010

now we R going to pass this 2010 and face the new year 2011.
this 2010. december is the year i'll remember till the end of my life.
it's 9 december,2010.
in the morning around 6 a.m,i found my dad didn't breath anymore.
he has passed away.
that time,it's like I am dreaming.
I don't believe that my dad has left me forever.
I kept calling him.
I kept shaking his body.
but it's the same,no answer came out from his mouth.

then,I pass my five days in the house where he is put-we call it "rumah duka".
Everyday,I imagine that he is still alive.
then,I realise that he is not here anymore.
then I started to cry again.
I don't want to cry,because,if  I cry,my mother will cry too.
so,when I started to cry,I'll go somewhere else where there's nobody.

then,after 10 days,I miss my dad.
I want to see him.
untill now,I still miss him.
when I pass a place that he has been there before,my tears will fall down.

there's a night when I felt all of this is just a dream.
I closed my eyes then I opened eyes. then I went inside my parents'bedroom.
Inside the room,I just can see my mom.
there's no daddy. then I began to cry again.
this isnot a dream,but I wish it is...

es teler!!! ♥

yesterday,my Friends(Monica & Florensia) and I went to Medan Mall to buy some books for our National Exam(that is very cruel) and for the test that we're going to have when we're going to get in into a university.
The test is called SMPTN..
That test is killing us bcz it's veryyyyyy difficult. We've to know all the material from SMA1 till SMA3 !
= =a

then after we've bought those books,we began to starve....
then we decided to have our lunch @ ES TELER..
It's so YUmmy... hahahahahahaahah....
That is the 1st time I eat @ ES TEler..
the beverage isn't too expensive but the taste is good.. hahahahaha...

 

                 
                                                                                                                

                                         

Hello.....

because of "THERESIA"..
she introduced to me this song...

SHINEE-HELLO

It's a nice song..

I ♥ it...

hav U listen To it??

try to listen.

It's me......

Ther're two Things in this world that I dunt wanna care bout.
Ther're my relatives and the people who dunt wanna know me..
The "people" I mean here R the people who wanna know my friend but they dunt wanna know me.
Actually they know me but I'm invisible for 'em.. I'm just a ghost for 'em..
It's OK for me as long as I dunt need 'em.
SO,,,I dunt care bout 'em N I don't know 'em either..

Last day,one of the "people" had an accident.
She's having menstruation but unfortunately the mens blood was on her uniform skirt...
One of my friend saw it then she asked me to let her know.
N do U know wHt's my answer?? "NO!"
yap! I said NO!
I dunt wanna let her know bcz I dunt know her.
then she-herself let that "girl" know bout that thing.
then I just looked at her without ant expression.
Then we-I N my friends left her with "her" stuff...

sooo,,,I got a new principle...
If U R good to ME,then I will be good to U 100 times. But If U R bad,I'll be worse than U.
I can be an angle or A devil,it depends On how do U treat me...

PasTA!!

New drama!!
I'm watching it...
here's the cover..

 

in this drama i can listen to kyuhyun's---super junior's member---voice..

it's a nice song..

hahahahaha...

maybe U hav to watch this drama to know the song bcz I don't know the title of the song..

hhahahhahaahah...

but this drama is not bad...