넌 내게반했어.... ♥

Throw all sad stories and find something that can bring your smile back...
For me,to bring back my smile... Just be simple!
* watch K-pop videos
* watch drama (korean or western)
* take my headset-turn on my fav songs and enjoy them
* make some movement when my fav songs is on
Just by doing one of them,my smile will come out again. How bout you?
Find yours to.

Talking about drama,I have just finished a drama..
The title is "Heartstrings" or "You've fallen to me"
There's a sweet couple inside the drama! >.<
CN Blue Jung Yong Hwa and Park Shin Hye!!!!!!!!!
They are so sweet.. Though the story is not really make me curious because I can guess the ending.
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
But because of them,I really enjoy the drama..
Then I'm going to watch "Lie to me" but I still have to wait because I borrow it from my friend so I have to meet her to take the dvd..  ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

You are so mean to me.. Really....

I think I'm kinda late to say hello to September...
I have no mood in writing my blog recently.
There are so many things happened and they made me so stress... *sigh*
Though not all of them are bad things,I still not feeling well,because though I'm smiling,there's something inside my heart that I really wanna burst them out.

I wanna back to my school life again. I miss that time.
Because that time is the best time I have ever had,although not all the time was precious.
But if I have a chance to choose my life time,I wanna go back to my past where my daddy still be my side.
All of my problems would be solved by him. Every words that came out from his mouth is precious to me.
He is the man who I can believe whatever he said and the only one that I can feel safe.
Untill today,I still miss him. It's been almost a year. But I still hope It's a bad dream and when I open my eyes,he'll be there for me again...

When I think about my school memories,I remembered...
There's someone I really wanna understand to but till now,I can't understand that person.
Once,I wear a stuff that is branded-I have forgotten what is that thing.
Then I meet that person. The first sentence that came out from her mouth is "Do you buy it?"
I was so shocked when I heard that nuts question. I was totally speechless.
I was shocked because she is my friend who is kinda close to me. And......... I'm the only one who is given that question! Wuuuaaaahhhh!!! She is really..... *sigh*
If the other use branded stuff,they won't be asked like I did. But she like so interested to that stuff or act like so curios about that stuff.
Till now I really wanna know why she asked me that question but not to the others.
너찐자!!!! 너찐자나의친구야????

49 days

Not a new drama anymore... But I wanna share it..
This drama is a very recommended drama...
You will know how meaningful this life is.
When you're dead,there's a lot of this you can do..
And you'll also know that even your best best best friend can betray you.
The best from the best friend is the most dangerous...
But not all of them,some of them really love you..
But for me,deep inside my friends heart,is there a love that is given to me?
I'm not sure... because I don't feel it..
So,is there someone who really loves you and will cry for you when you're not on this earth?
Nobody knows...

Eunhyuk a.k.a 이혁재 오빠

Yap!
U're right! He's 슈퍼주니여 member.
He's my favorite member in suju...
I don't know why I like him while all my friends say that he's not handsome yet his voice is not too good too.
Only his dance skill. What actually you like from him?
UUggghhhhhhh...
I hate that question..
So what if like him?
One of my friend,she likes kyuhyun. Yes,I admit that kyuhyun is more handsome than eunhyuk and his voice is awesome...
But is up to me rite to like an idol?
So,because of that,they will say like I'm a little wierd...
Really wanna punch them on the face....
It's not wierd to become a JEWEL,you know???
But I just take it easy.. just laugh at them...

So,am I weird??
I don'T think so...

I really wanna share some super junior pic here..
Check them out! Who knows you gonna like them too..
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Hello everyone..... ^^

hello!!!
it's saturday!! HAHAHAHAHA...
I love weekend...
no special story for today... AH! I wanna promote my friend favorite song...
the title is "see no more"
It's sung by JOE JONAS.. but this time he sing the song alone or we can say this is his solo song..
Actually,I haven't listened to the song but I think the song will be nice.
I don't know why,because I love some of Jonas brothers songs..
oh yes!
have u listened to Selena Gomez song which the title is "who says"
I love that song so much...
Try to watch the music video if u haven't.
she looks so beautiful there...

 

캬캬캬!!!

ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ.....
I have missed so many stories,rite?
I suddenly stop writing my blog since several months ago..
I'm kinda miss my blog,so today I decided to write again.
There are so many stories to tell to my dearest blog but I don't know where to start.
wanna start from the sad one or the happy one?
It's better to start from the happy one because this is my first since I don't blog for longgggg time...
kekekekekeke.....

SO,where should I start??
emmm... okay,I start from the things that I really love for today..
Now,I'm learning korea language. It's kinda hard because I have to memorize so many vocabularies...
uuugghhhh.... But I have to keep going if i wanna be 100%..
Is my korean better now? I think so #self-praised.. kekekekeke...

Then,about the group that I love the most!
SUPER JUNIOR!!
yes!!!! they are so great..
maybe some of you know that they have just released their 5th album.
It's Mr.Simple... >.<
Then,today they got the first rank again in music show - today is Music Bank..
FYI,today is the 7th times they are on the top..
Hahahaha... okay then,I think the story about Suju will be boring if you're not interested with them.
but for the one who is the same with me,(give me five!!),Suju is so great ,rite??
I can't stop listening to their songs.. I don't even get bored though I have listened to their songs for thousand times.. kekekekeke... how bout you?? the same?? kekekekekeke...

So,I think this is I wanna share for today. It's kinda late already.. Time for bed before my mom gets angry..
oh yes, here is some of suju's photos,maybe u already had them in ur PC but I just wanna share..
kekekeke...
여러분 안녕....
잘자....

우리 슈버주니 어에어!!

aaaarrrrggghhhhh.....

louloreally... I can't bear it anymore!
it's like I wanna shout at him ad kick him out!!!

this recent days,he really made me really wanna cry.
my mother has changed because of him.
my mom's expression is different when she talks to me.
her smile is very expensive,but when my mom talks to him,she smile and laugh a lot.
it makes me sad.
the person who really understand my feeling is my dad. 
but now he has gone,so there's nobody who I can share to.

just now,I cried in the bathroom. I took my phone and played the music shoutly so my mom won't know that i'm crying.
he's building a barrier between me and my mom. really!!!
i know that my mom loves me. 
there's no mother who doesn't love their children.
but I wander,,,, if I and he get into an accident at the same time and both of us are going to die.
then we are sent to the hospital. our rooms are far away.
mine is at the right and his at the left.
then when my mom comes,which side will she go??
right or left???
i think it will be left..
because she'll do the best from the best for him.

i feel it...
when I want to eat something,my mom will ask me to wait for him and eat with him.
It happened before. that time,I wanna eat papaya.
I ask my mom to slice it to me.
But my mom didn't want to.
then the next day when he was at my home,my mom sliced the papaya for him and they ate by themselves without asking me whether I wanna eat or not.

that feeling...
it's hurt...
I feel lonely..
I feel this world is too wide and I stand on it alone.