eeemmmmm...

it's the end of October...
and It's BEEn a month I haven't posted anything..
But it doesn't mean that everything was going smoothly like I wISH...
There were so many things happened in this month....

last wednesday(27 Oct) I have just finished my monthly test...
I was so stress because of the tests..
Fiuuuhhh...

then,,,Now my mother and her sisters have been together again after the terrible incident last month...
last month,we(I and my parents) have a big dispute with two of my aunts(my mother's sister)..
they came and then they started to shout.
they yelled at me.
Not just that,ONE of them (my mom's elder sister) wanted to hit me.
But fortunately,when she came to me,my parents and my best friend(WIESHE-she was there) came to stop her. Then my father's face became so fierce.
I never saw my dad was so angry.
because of her did,they were pushed out by my father.
Then they shouted in front of my house like the insane women...
from that moment,I don't want to hear their name,any new information of them.
I DON'T CARE!!!
I wish I never have those aunt!
I HATE THEM!!!!
they made my mom cried,they made my dad sad.

till Now,I can't forget bout that incident..
I still have the feeling till now..
actually,,I don't wanna hear their name. Till now,I haven't said any words of them like aunt.
I can't say that "aunt" word. It's too hard..
Everybody ask me to forgive them.. I wanna forgive them.. REally..
BUt I can't...
They made me to have this feeling...
I don't know when I can Forgive them....