Hello.....

because of "THERESIA"..
she introduced to me this song...

SHINEE-HELLO

It's a nice song..

I ♥ it...

hav U listen To it??

try to listen.

It's me......

Ther're two Things in this world that I dunt wanna care bout.
Ther're my relatives and the people who dunt wanna know me..
The "people" I mean here R the people who wanna know my friend but they dunt wanna know me.
Actually they know me but I'm invisible for 'em.. I'm just a ghost for 'em..
It's OK for me as long as I dunt need 'em.
SO,,,I dunt care bout 'em N I don't know 'em either..

Last day,one of the "people" had an accident.
She's having menstruation but unfortunately the mens blood was on her uniform skirt...
One of my friend saw it then she asked me to let her know.
N do U know wHt's my answer?? "NO!"
yap! I said NO!
I dunt wanna let her know bcz I dunt know her.
then she-herself let that "girl" know bout that thing.
then I just looked at her without ant expression.
Then we-I N my friends left her with "her" stuff...

sooo,,,I got a new principle...
If U R good to ME,then I will be good to U 100 times. But If U R bad,I'll be worse than U.
I can be an angle or A devil,it depends On how do U treat me...

PasTA!!

New drama!!
I'm watching it...
here's the cover..

 

in this drama i can listen to kyuhyun's---super junior's member---voice..

it's a nice song..

hahahahaha...

maybe U hav to watch this drama to know the song bcz I don't know the title of the song..

hhahahhahaahah...

but this drama is not bad...

eeemmmmm...

it's the end of October...
and It's BEEn a month I haven't posted anything..
But it doesn't mean that everything was going smoothly like I wISH...
There were so many things happened in this month....

last wednesday(27 Oct) I have just finished my monthly test...
I was so stress because of the tests..
Fiuuuhhh...

then,,,Now my mother and her sisters have been together again after the terrible incident last month...
last month,we(I and my parents) have a big dispute with two of my aunts(my mother's sister)..
they came and then they started to shout.
they yelled at me.
Not just that,ONE of them (my mom's elder sister) wanted to hit me.
But fortunately,when she came to me,my parents and my best friend(WIESHE-she was there) came to stop her. Then my father's face became so fierce.
I never saw my dad was so angry.
because of her did,they were pushed out by my father.
Then they shouted in front of my house like the insane women...
from that moment,I don't want to hear their name,any new information of them.
I DON'T CARE!!!
I wish I never have those aunt!
I HATE THEM!!!!
they made my mom cried,they made my dad sad.

till Now,I can't forget bout that incident..
I still have the feeling till now..
actually,,I don't wanna hear their name. Till now,I haven't said any words of them like aunt.
I can't say that "aunt" word. It's too hard..
Everybody ask me to forgive them.. I wanna forgive them.. REally..
BUt I can't...
They made me to have this feeling...
I don't know when I can Forgive them....

I'm alone......

today is the first day since my parents left to Malaysia yesterday.
This morning I woke up so early bcz I hav to do all the things by myself...
I hav to cook my breakfast,I hav to wash the clothes,I hav to wash the dishes,etc..
Fiiiuuuuuuhhhhhhhh............

sooooo tired...

now,I know how tired to be a mom..
everyday,my mom has to get up so early while I can sleep longer than her.
but I feel satisfied,bcz i can do that by myself. so,I wont depend on another people...
hahahahahahahaha.....

today,I don't have any course. so,I can get home earlier.
one of my friend- florensia,,, she came to my home this evening..
then,on the road(she was walking),she step on something soft.
first,she thougth that was banana's skin.

But she was wrong!!!

do U know what was tht????
It's cat's poop(shit*)!!!!
hahahahahahahhahhahah.....

Cinderella SiSteR...

hav U watched Cinderella sister or CinDerella STepsister??
If U havnt watched,try to wacth..
It's awesome....
It's not A comedy drama like personal taste that can make us laugh..
CINderella sister is a serious drama.
but it isn't a boring drama...
In my opinion,the drama is so real bcz it made me cried...
hahahahahahah.....
I like the drama,the drama gain my love not only bcz of the story,but also from the song..
the ending song is sung by YESUNG-SUper Junoir member...
I lov that song...
try To Listen to the song and watch the drama...
hope U like it as I do...

what a day...........

it's been a while I didn't post anything in my blog.
there're some reason.
1. I dn't have anything to be posted.
2. I was too busy.
3. I was sad.

tody I got a bad news. one of my family member pass away.
she is in Malaysia. so tomorrow,my parents R going to Malaysia.
so I will be alone at home for 10 days...
I have to do all by myself..
I don't feel alone or scare because I will be left alone,because actually,the fact is "I'm all alone".
that's the real fact bout my live.
I don't need relatives,bcz they just like a money satelite.
they will be anywhere as long as there R money there..
they're shit!
I hate them...

the people I need the most R my friends and my parents...
actually I wish I could get a brother or sister,but that's impossible...
so,the thing I can pray is I hope my friends will love my forever like I do...

U know??
actully,today i'm goin' to my friend's b'dy party,but I can't join the party just bcz thre is someone who pass away..
my parents said that there is a tradition,when Ur member of Ur family pass away,U can't join any party.
wat tradition is that??
that's nonsense for me.

B4 the party,I was like a crazy girl,asked all my friend whether they could take me home or not after the party. then all I got R "no" answers.
I was so stressed at that time.
I really wanna go to that party. bcz it would be so fun...
then,yesterday I asked my cousin. then he said "ok then,I'll fecth U at 10 pm from the party"....
I was soooooo happy... the smile couldn't get off from my face...
We(I & my friends) have made a plan. the plan is...
after I got home from my part time job, I took a bath then clothes and make up by myself. then Winly-my friend,she would fecth me aroud 6.30 pm.

everything's Ok... Everyone's happy untill my parents said "U R not allowed to go to the party"
Damn!!!
I cried for 3 hours bcz of that...